Yes, We are similar but different. You are someone who needs to learn when to rest. You don't have a source of consistent energy. This can be tricky to discern because you may have learned to "borrow" the energy from people around you. It can lead to burnout and health problems.
As an initiator, your ideas can feel like they come from "out of the blue" and they may feel very important to start immediately. But, before you start, you need to inform anyone around you who will be impacted. Not to ask for permission, but to create a boundary so you can get into your non-verbal flow without distractions.
When you don't inform and you are interrupted while in a flow state, you may respond with anger. Partially because the flow state is non-verbal and all of a sudden you need to find words, and partially because when that state is broken, you may lose the flow and not be able to get it back.
You may also find that you have these ideas, but no energy to take them on. Trust that it's an idea to be given to someone else. At the right time, that person will appear in your life and you will happily give it away.
I would love to see your chart, if you feel like emailing or texting your deets to me, that would be cool.
Thanks for sharing this, Sarah! Parts made me curious, so I looked up some things, and what I found resonated.
Human Design: I'm also a Manifestor, but I'm a Fire Starter.
Quantum Human Design: The Initiator (Manifestor)
I also like to have more than one thing going at a time, so I thought we might be the same. We are similar, but different.
Yes, We are similar but different. You are someone who needs to learn when to rest. You don't have a source of consistent energy. This can be tricky to discern because you may have learned to "borrow" the energy from people around you. It can lead to burnout and health problems.
As an initiator, your ideas can feel like they come from "out of the blue" and they may feel very important to start immediately. But, before you start, you need to inform anyone around you who will be impacted. Not to ask for permission, but to create a boundary so you can get into your non-verbal flow without distractions.
When you don't inform and you are interrupted while in a flow state, you may respond with anger. Partially because the flow state is non-verbal and all of a sudden you need to find words, and partially because when that state is broken, you may lose the flow and not be able to get it back.
You may also find that you have these ideas, but no energy to take them on. Trust that it's an idea to be given to someone else. At the right time, that person will appear in your life and you will happily give it away.
I would love to see your chart, if you feel like emailing or texting your deets to me, that would be cool.
Hugs my beautiful Manifesting/Initiating friend.